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I think I saw a spirit of an animal or something walk by in front of me at my home but either way it was on all four legs. Also I slept alone last night (with the lights on but shh) and I felt a spirit there that was very protective and loving. I’ve never felt that sort of energy before except for one time when I was a kid and then again on Sunday during a visualization. Weird.

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How would you feel if you did a reading on me. If you could do it through tumblr that would be perfectly fine with me. (: I love that you have this gift. I thought I did when I was little but I think I just lost my way.
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Aw thank you, I’d love to give you a reading! Although because I just started with readings, I can’t promise that any of it will be accurate, even if past experiences have been, but the only way to build communication is to practice so I have to start some where. I’d rather do it over the phone because that is challenging enough already and I can’t imagine doing it through email yet. It’s never too late to build it back up again. <3

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- I’ve been attending mediumship classes and have made new friends. We’ve done readings for each other and it’s been a lot of fun.

- I also go to a spiritual church in the Castro now and I think I’ve found my place there.

- My grandfather came through again today. The medium said he was always around me and loves me very much which was so special because it’s not like ‘yeah whose grandparents don’t love them?’ but he was really picky with the people he surrounded himself with. He liked me a lot, perhaps more than my other siblings or cousins. He said that I go through things in my head a lot turning them over. He said I needed to find balance and choose life which was probably due to me having extremely suicidal thoughts yesterday. I was daydreaming about hanging myself but also about how much I loved life. He said to take what was inside and sing it out or paint it out. Just to get it out in an artistic way which is perfect because I consider myself to be an artist. He also said to remember what it was like to be a kid and go back to that place in my mind. I often miss it there.

- One of the church members I met today told me privately that I needed to stop blaming myself or others for what has happened and forgive myself so that I may move on. He said to stop thinking about ‘what ifs’ and find a way to accept the thing I keep playing over in my head. I’m not sure if he knew exactly what the situation was, but he didn’t go into detail and I feel it was his choice not to. Probably to protect me. I hope one day I’ll find healing.

- I’m seeing Theresa Caputo in May!!!!!! My mother surprised me with tickets.

- I can now do phone readings and have gotten over that fear but I still need practice. I might start doing readings over the phone soon! I really just want to use my gifts to help people heal and bring clarity and love into their lives.

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Yeah that’s exactly it, the land is peculiar. I’ve never been to San Diego but that sounds kinda awesome. But maybe these places are simply overrun by a specific group of entities? Like I see werewolves in San Bruno especially in that one military cemetery that is on El Camino. Then again, that place is fucking nuts in general and I highly suggest you check it out if you haven’t already. 

Oh man, is it across the street from the Tanforan mall? That cemetery creeped me out. When I was on the bus ride through Colma, a lot of the cemeteries had the ambience of being open and welcoming, even park-like. The military cemetary seemed closed off, and I got mental flashes of it resembling barracks on the other side. Werewolves?

Yeah that one! The others are so peaceful, especially the Italian cemeteries but that one is much different for whatever reason. Maybe they are just shape shifters but I once saw a spirit there run across the grass that had the legs of a human but a head and arms of a wolf and then it started to run on all fours so yeah werewolves and some times they are ugly as hell and look like a wolf version of Gollum or just wolves in general. Anyway the cemetery is known best for the spirits who like to hide behind trees and force you to catch only a glimpse of them and also for it’s bridge. I was possessed there once and a friend claimed that a demon met him under there so it can be a little dangerous. Do you have any favorite places to go to?

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Sharpe Park Beach/Pacifica Pier, California Aquatic Spirits

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I live about ten minutes away from there. There are a lot of fae around Pacifica in general and I’ve never been sure as to why that is. Definitely a good place for sea witchery.

There is that giant hilly ridge in back of the town. My guess its because there is more open space in Pacífica then in other nearby towns. I enjoyed walking around the neighborhood and admired the gardens despiste the weather. I noticed a lot of fae as well in people’s yards. Couldn’t really focus on them since being pelted by rain is unpleasant. The few I noticed were gnomes/duwende (filipino gnome) and this one plant keeper (like a nymph) smoking from a hookah. What kind of fae have you seen in Pacífica?

That is a great possibility although Pescadero and La Honda are also full of trees and open but do not hold the same vibes that Pacifica does. I do not see them often (other than the gnomes in my home in Daly City or in the astral) but I can feel them around Fairmont mostly and the beaches. You’re very lucky to see them as much as you do as I’m sure they’re quite beautiful.

That is true. When I was in Pacifica, it felt like I was in another “plane”. Felt more like San Diego to me. O_o Then again San Diego was also full of spirits, higher density then San Francisco even. So many fucking lizard spirits.

Yeah that’s exactly it, the land is peculiar. I’ve never been to San Diego but that sounds kinda awesome. But maybe these places are simply overrun by a specific group of entities? Like I see werewolves in San Bruno especially in that one military cemetery that is on El Camino. Then again, that place is fucking nuts in general and I highly suggest you check it out if you haven’t already. 

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1. Never let anyone tell you that you are a worthless nobody. We all deserve to be treated with kindness and understanding. We are all worthy of happiness, love and life.

2. Stand up for yourself even if you stand alone. Do not crawl into a hole because you are capable of kicking ass beyond what you can see now.

3. Wanting to fill your life with positive energy and people isn’t a bad thing, especially when you come from a broken home with negativity and abuse. You are allowed to fight back with aggression and whatever else it takes to leave. You don’t have to fight back with love in some cases.

4. The more compassion you show towards others, the better you will feel.

5. Never let anyone tell you how you are feeling and what triggers you. Trust that you know yourself better than they do and that your feelings are valid.

6. Some times all you can do is love yourself and that will be your greatest tool.

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